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i’m scared to death rn.

well not literally

i’m scared for the new school year. i’m scared of all the people i’ll have to face and actually have to talk to. i’m excited and bummed out that i’ll have to make new friends, because all my old ones have either forgotten me or we’ve had problems with each other. i’m scared to go to school knowing that i won’t see jesse for a whole year. i’m scared that everyone is going to come back to school with a great summer story to tell and i’ll have none. for the first time in my life i’m scared of the new, scared for change. i miss when life was all about toy dolls, and playground swing sets. )= i’m sad, just really sad and in a bad mood. idrk why though.

w/e i’m listening to nice music, so that should up my mood a tad bit.
oh and srry for posting so many posts today. lol ~